Always the curious child,
frightened and yet fascinated by the mystery of you
I remember the many times
I crept into rooms that held only you,
overheard conversations with yourself
that caused me to wonder, worry about your sanity
yet in my innocence I reasoned away the nagging questions,
was often happy to play along as you made it a game
of hiding from the voices,
the entities that hunted you
inside and outside our windows, door and walls
that only you could see, only you could hear
At times I even felt jealous,
wishing I could hear them, see them too
Oh how I tried but I didn't have eyes, ears like you I guess,
couldn't see, hear the ghosts that visited only you in the dark places
of your torment, lost to the shadows of your broken mind
that left within me a scar of jagged uncertainty,
a reality sketchy at the edges of your imaginary world
5/21/09 Debbie Berk